<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699</id><updated>2011-04-21T19:44:21.782-04:00</updated><title type='text'>beautifully broken</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>28</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-117364044777141004</id><published>2007-03-11T16:07:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2007-03-11T16:15:05.830-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>on friday, in my 365 class, our prof showed us a music video...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kanye west - george bush don't like black people&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;who would have thought our prof would show it. LOL.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-117364044777141004?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/117364044777141004'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/117364044777141004'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2007/03/on-friday-in-my-365-class-our-prof.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-116621557462303382</id><published>2006-12-15T15:24:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-03-11T16:07:23.823-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;2007 has great shows. i'm going to be so poor. and i have to pick and choose which ones to go to!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;January 12 @ Kool Haus&lt;br /&gt;- Fall Out Boy with New Found Glory, the Early November, and Permanent Me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;January 30 @ Mod Club&lt;br /&gt;- Augustana&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;February 4 &lt;br /&gt;- Incubus&lt;br /&gt;- this show is sold out :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;February 18 @ Kool Haus&lt;br /&gt;- Jack's Mannequin with Head Automatica, The Audition and We Are The Fury&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Feburary 28 @ The Guvernment&lt;br /&gt;- Switchfoot with Copeland&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;march 14 @ the Phoenix Concert Theatre&lt;br /&gt;- cartel with cobra starship, boys like girls, and new atlantic&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;march 14 @ The Opera House&lt;br /&gt;- relient k, mae, sherwood&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;march 29 @ Arrow Hall&lt;br /&gt;- taking back sunday with underoath and armor for sleep&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;march 30 @ Arrow Hall&lt;br /&gt;- taste of chaos&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;april 21 @ phoenix&lt;br /&gt;- bullet for my valentine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;may 4 @ phoenix&lt;br /&gt;- paramore&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;may 11 @ acc&lt;br /&gt;- my chemical romance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;may 17 @ kool haus&lt;br /&gt;- brand new&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;may 26 @ molson amp&lt;br /&gt;- FOB, TAI, +44, Paul Wall, Cobra Starship&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-116621557462303382?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/116621557462303382'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/116621557462303382'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/12/2007-has-great-shows.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-115808605765863418</id><published>2006-09-12T14:31:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-09-12T14:34:17.670-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>back at school and classes have started.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i want to go home for my birthday. but i won't be going home.&lt;br /&gt;i want to buy junk food because i have none.&lt;br /&gt;i feel like sleeping forever.&lt;br /&gt;i feel like skipping these next few months and having christmas holiday '06.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-115808605765863418?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115808605765863418'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115808605765863418'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/09/back-at-school-and-classes-have.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-115577569388061889</id><published>2006-08-16T20:42:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-08-16T20:48:45.100-04:00</updated><title type='text'>concerts ...</title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;that i want to go to.. but possibly won't get a chance..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;September 23 - UnderOath with Silverstein, Moneen and He is Legend @ Kool Haus&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;October 3 - James Blunt @ ACC&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;October 11 - New Found Glory with Early November, Cartel, and Limbeck @ The Phoenix&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;October 28 - Hellogoodbye with Reggie &amp; THe Full Effect, Cute Is What We Aim For, and David Melillo @ The Opera House&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-115577569388061889?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115577569388061889'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115577569388061889'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/08/concerts.html' title='concerts ...'/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-115509191339796597</id><published>2006-08-08T22:38:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-08-08T22:51:53.406-04:00</updated><title type='text'>long weekend!</title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;the long weekend was awesome! lack of sleep during the weekend but it was well worth it :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friday after work, went to dinner with christine and cindy. dropped my car off at home and cat came to pick me up and we went to pick up emm and mandy and off to matt's. it was great seeing everyone again and meeting new people! :) got home at 4 because we had to take care of friend. haha. i'm so glad that he's okay!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;saturday, woke up and then went to the mall to get mandy's present. after that we went to matt's house to help him clean up from the night before. went back to cat's house and walked over to steve's place.. played pool while waiting to go to dinner. went to pick up emm and then to dinner with the others. dinner was great and at night, some guy came in to play and sing. he was amazing at the piano and his voice was incredible. all of us (minus the guys, who wanted to steal his talent) wanted to take him home! :) haha. after dinner, just chilled for a bit and mandy wanted to go out so we stayed out until 3 just chilling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sunday, went to the opera house for paramore concert. hangouts with grace and angie.. and met a few of her friends.. the concert was amazing live. i was soooo excited when they played a cover of my hero. and so excited when they played their entire album. these concerts are making me deaf, but they're well worth it. i love it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;monday, kinda just bummed at home and chilled with the rents in the morning. and later at night, cat called me out so we went out and chilled.. which happened to be at metro because the guys wanted to play jitz (why do they go out and pay to play jitz when they can do it for free?).. =/ haha but whatever, it was still cool to see the guys and i also saw adrian. which was good because i haven't seen adrian for awhile. after metro, we went to timmy's to chill and stayed there for a good 1 1/2 hrs just talking ... talking about the past. LOL. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-115509191339796597?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115509191339796597'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115509191339796597'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/08/long-weekend.html' title='long weekend!'/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-115370503286095289</id><published>2006-07-23T21:25:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-07-23T21:37:12.873-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;so screwed for tomorrow. sigh. the worse is that it's MC and i suck at MC stuff. i love exams that are short-answer because even if i don't know it, i make it sound like i know it and then get at least part marks. haha. but i guess with MC i just have to guess.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so today we were suppose to have a softball game but it started pouring like mad. and then when it started to die down, went outside with trace and val and just kinda danced in the rain. haha. it felt so good. sometimes i really hate the rain, but other times i really love the rain. maybe because i just had a crappy week it felt good to be outside. there's something so calm and peaceful about standing in the rain. it's like in that moment, all the crappiness went away and i was actually happy again (i haven't been happy for a long time. and only one person will understand that).. although i was insanely wet after and possibly might get sick now, i would do it again.. even though some people might think i'm crazy.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-115370503286095289?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115370503286095289'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115370503286095289'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/07/so-screwed-for-tomorrow.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-115352793801434323</id><published>2006-07-21T20:06:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-07-21T20:44:30.700-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;it never stops. i'm already trying my best at everything and i'm not asking for your help. i'm already as independent as i can be right now.. what more do you expect from me?  one minute you're telling me this and the next, you're telling me that. why do you have to contradict yourself? sigh. i wish that sometimes you would just understand when i tell you things. and i hate how everyone has to talk behind my back and think so little of me. i'm not deaf and i still do understand when you don't speak english. i hate how mom tells me that everyone has thought about me this way for the longest time. it sucks when everyone looks down on you. it hurts a lot. and you ask me sometimes why i care more about my friends than my family. well you have your answer. it's moments like these that i can't wait to graduate and move out and possibly move far away as possible. there's only so much that one person can take before they lose it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't even know why i wrote this. this is way too personal for the public...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-115352793801434323?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115352793801434323'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115352793801434323'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/07/it-never-stops.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-115194301202914456</id><published>2006-07-03T12:09:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-07-03T12:10:12.043-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;I love harbingers!!! &lt;333 &lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-115194301202914456?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115194301202914456'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115194301202914456'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/07/i-love-harbingers-333.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-115137097914242806</id><published>2006-06-26T21:08:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-06-26T22:44:03.273-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;past week or so has been crazy. before my sister left, i had to do a lot of stuff for her and help her pack because she has running out of time. =/ then bright and early on wednesday morning, drove her to the airport at 5am! i was so tired and not to mention, crazy crazy drivers during that time!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friday was benj bonfire! i'm glad i decided to go because i had a great time =) minus the mosquito bites =( and then i also saw pat, gabe, and ericson!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;saturday, had a game and then watched cherubim game! and then i saw derek, kwan, and darren! =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sunday, another game and then went to eat with the team!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you know how usually people do rolling stops at a stop sign? well, today i saw some guy that didn't even do a rolling stop. he just went through the stop sign. =/ &lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-115137097914242806?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115137097914242806'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/115137097914242806'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/06/past-week-or-so-has-been-crazy.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114973876080861121</id><published>2006-06-07T23:45:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-06-07T23:52:40.823-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;I didn't get caught in rush hour traffic! woohoo!  But one thing that really boggles my mind is this senior citizen.  So here is what happened, I got off the RT and walked as fast as I could to take the bus home. Since I beat traffic, there weren't as much people on the bus and I got a seat!  I sit down and then more people come on the bus and there were no seats left except for one.  This senior citizen goes on the bus and walks near the seat, but then he DOESN'T sit down.  OKay, I don't get why he didn't sit cuz there was a seat there for him and people sorta moved for him to sit, but he DIDN'T.  THen he starts mumbling but still doesn't sit down... Then around like 5 minutes into the bus ride when people started getting off, he sits down and starts mumbling again..  Very weird because I don't know why he didn't sit down in the first place when people let him sit and there was a seat for him..&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114973876080861121?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114973876080861121'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114973876080861121'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/06/i-didnt-get-caught-in-rush-hour.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114644221429979984</id><published>2006-04-30T20:08:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-30T20:10:14.310-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;thank you &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- james + mike + edmond for helping me move my tables&lt;br /&gt;- and most importantly, steve.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114644221429979984?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114644221429979984'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114644221429979984'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/thank-you-james-mike-edmond-for.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114611515408978037</id><published>2006-04-27T01:07:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-27T01:34:43.240-04:00</updated><title type='text'>what to do</title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;I'm tired of studying and I'm tired of everything. Blah!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Someone please give me a job.  I'm incredily desperate right now for income.  I'll take anything (and by anything, I mean anything - even food places) that you can hook me up with. It pisses me off when all these people in management or human resources are stupid and slow. Can you please be a bit more organized?  Cause your current system sucks.  What happened to "I'll call you back in a week?"  That turned into never.  So you call again, leaving a message (because these people are never in there office or they put you on hold for a million hours) saying to just call them back.  But again, they don't.  If you're not going to call back, don't say I'll call you back in a week! Say, something more along the lines of, you'll hear from us soon!  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another thing that pisses me off is Cogeco.  How can a company NOT have a computer system with their customers? Are we currently living in the 1950s? I don't think so!  Yo, please update your company and have a proper computer system set-up!!!  It's really not that hard.  And please don't say your company doesn't have the money to do that, because how can a company not have a system to keep records of their customers? That's just plain stupid in management.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow is going to be hardcore study day for 207.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and hey you, thank you for just leaving me a message :)  I didn't reply back cuz I was studying, but it means a lot that you care! &lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and what the heck is that noise? ARGH. =/ BLAH.. TIME FOR SLEEP.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God, I'm really trying here.  I'm trying to not be so angry.  I'm trying to not worry so much about the near future.  Please help me God cuz I know I can't do this on my own and I need you to be my strength.  I need you to be my guide.  I need you to be my center.  I need you to help me get through this storm so I can see the light again.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114611515408978037?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114611515408978037'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114611515408978037'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/what-to-do.html' title='what to do'/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114591326640310337</id><published>2006-04-24T17:06:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-24T17:39:51.090-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;depressing. i still have no job and i applied to so many places.. whoever said that you'll for sure get one because you applied to so many places is WRONG!!!. BLAH. i should just kill myself now. now i have no idea how i'm suppose to pay for rent and friggin tuition. nothing is going to be harder then this. i'm willing to take whatever job, as long as i have one that can help pay for rent and tuition. someone please help me find one and hook me up with one. no job = ultimately screwed . no job means i don't even know if i can go back to school in sept. ARGH.. AKJDHFKAJHDF i'm going to go cry and study now. SIGHH =*(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;** edit..&lt;br /&gt;i'm really trying to just have a little more faith. but it's running low. i started applying for jobs since feb. and i got like ONE interview. that's it. and it's so hard when all i hear is "i got a job, etc.. God is so good." from other people. ARGH. i've been trying really hard to not worry about this.. but how can i not? when having a job means that i won't be screwed over during the summer and the following school year.. and as each passing day, i find myself becoming more and more angry with God because of all the uncertainities. i find myself angry because i really don't know what's going on and the job means either the death of me or keeping me alive. and i find myself just running low on faith because i don't know how much more i can take of this. SIGH.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114591326640310337?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114591326640310337'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114591326640310337'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/depressing.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114584627271904077</id><published>2006-04-23T22:24:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-23T22:37:52.730-04:00</updated><title type='text'>summer is so close!</title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;i can't concentrate with studying and reviewing for my exam. blah. all i can think of is the summer and seeing my friends!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm so excited to go home. beautiful weather + hangouts with my best friends. summer is awesome =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- massive hangouts with my boys and girls!!! dinners, movies, shopping, roadtrips, bumming around, beach, bbq, and many more events!&lt;br /&gt;- concert dates with grace + angie!!! i'm so excited about the upcoming concerts this summer!! (The Fray, Panic, TBS, Angels &amp; Airwaves, Snow Patrol, Warped, etc..) i'm still so sad that i couldn't get tickets to Fall Out Boy and Brand New!&lt;br /&gt;- seeing joyce and FINALLY seeing meeka! yay!&lt;br /&gt;- softball and all the social events that come along with it!&lt;br /&gt;- and just being able to see everyone again from home because they make me happy and smile!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MISSYOULIKECRAZY!!! &lt;333 &lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114584627271904077?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114584627271904077'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114584627271904077'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/summer-is-so-close.html' title='summer is so close!'/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114568183594483325</id><published>2006-04-22T00:46:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-22T00:57:15.953-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;i want to cry. =*(  sigh. God, I'm going to keep praying and keep having faith and I'm going to continue to just give it all back to you.  I know for the past couple of days, I've been really emotional over the certain situation.. and I really don't know what to do anymore.  I guess it's been bugging me cuz everything is so up in the air.  I'm just going to keep praying and just leave all my worries and all my troubles to You and look to You for comfort. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer" romans 12:12&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114568183594483325?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114568183594483325'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114568183594483325'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/i-want-to-cry.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114507546158769242</id><published>2006-04-15T00:27:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-17T00:43:04.110-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;i love my cell group! =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=3&gt;important&lt;/font&gt;, who wants to help me move furniture to my new place and drive me back down to toronto? this would be between the 28th (my last exam) and before the 30th (when my lease ends). cuz my dad can't come up that weekend.. he can only come later.. which will be too late, cuz the lease will have already ended. so, if anyone would like to help me! PLEASE contact me asap! i'll buy you a dinner to say thank you for helping me! and help out with gas money if you drive me back to toronto! haha.! it's not asking for too much, cuz i can move most of the stuff myself, i just need a hand and a car to transport the heavy items.. ie, kitchen table, study table, dresser, chair, and bed and mattress.. so if you're willing to help, please contact me! thanks in advance!!! i'll really appreciate it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;looks like i only have one person willing to help. and i hope you're still up for it.. =/ i'll buy you dinner! hehe..&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114507546158769242?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114507546158769242'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114507546158769242'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/i-love-my-cell-group-and.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114462224522721700</id><published>2006-04-09T18:27:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-09T23:29:41.756-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;Chapter 1: Facts&lt;br /&gt;Intials: JY&lt;br /&gt;Middle name: my chinese name.&lt;br /&gt;Nickname(s): Jan, Jannee...&lt;br /&gt;Date of birth: sept 22&lt;br /&gt;Current location: ktown&lt;br /&gt;Height: i'm short. 4'11? or 5' ?&lt;br /&gt;Hair length: long&lt;br /&gt;Color: black&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 2: Life&lt;br /&gt;Do you have any siblings?: older sister&lt;br /&gt;What pets do you have?: none&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 3: Favorites&lt;br /&gt;City: Toronto! (i haven't been to too many places. lol)&lt;br /&gt;Ice cream flavor: chocolate chip and mint chocolate chip =)&lt;br /&gt;Season: summer + winter &lt;3 &lt;br /&gt;Clothing brand: AE, Billabong, Volcom, Element, Etnies&lt;br /&gt;Old nickelodeon show: i don't know&lt;br /&gt;Color: black + pink&lt;br /&gt;Flower: i don't like flowers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 4: Do You:&lt;br /&gt;Sing in the shower?: haha sometimes :p&lt;br /&gt;Write memos on your hand?: nope!&lt;br /&gt;Call people back?: when i know who they are :)&lt;br /&gt;Have your driver's license? of course! i love driving =)&lt;br /&gt;Believe in love?: yup&lt;br /&gt;Wear glasses or contacts?: glasses during class cuz i can't see the powerpoint slides! lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 5: Have You Ever:&lt;br /&gt;Worn braces?: nope&lt;br /&gt;Had stitches?: nope&lt;br /&gt;Punched someone in the face?: i don't think so!&lt;br /&gt;Skipped school?: in university, yes.&lt;br /&gt;Taken painkillers?: nope!&lt;br /&gt;Gone scuba diving? i want to try&lt;br /&gt;Been stung by a jellyfish: nope&lt;br /&gt;Been stung by a bee?: nope&lt;br /&gt;Thrown up in a Restaurant?: haha yes! when i was 8 or so, i threw up at buffet king! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;Been to overnight camp?: gr.6 to lake st.george for a week! &lt;br /&gt;Written a letter to Santa Claus? nope&lt;br /&gt;Sworn in front of your parents?: nope&lt;br /&gt;Had detention?: the only time was grade 3 because of phong!!! =*(&lt;br /&gt;Been sent to the principal's office?: HAHA. in grade 1 because of jeff.&lt;br /&gt;Been called a bitch?: nope&lt;br /&gt;Been called a hoe?: nope&lt;br /&gt;Met someone famous?: when i go to concerts and meet the bands&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 6: Random&lt;br /&gt;Do you prefer blonde hair or brown hair? whatever hair colour looks normal on the person.&lt;br /&gt;Would you ever get a tattoo?: maybe but probably too scared to. so no. lol.&lt;br /&gt;Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?: HUH???!?!?&lt;br /&gt;If you were in a band what instrument would you play?: piano and vocal? gotta learn more guitar first. i play the flute in wind ensemble bands. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;If your life was a fruit which one would it be?: i don't know. &lt;br /&gt;Lastly, would you recomend that other people do this survey and post it as a bulletin?: if you are bored! lol. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114462224522721700?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114462224522721700'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114462224522721700'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/chapter-1-facts-intials-jy-middle-name.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114455009589853038</id><published>2006-04-08T21:14:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-08T22:42:05.870-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;last night after ccf, i went over to grace's place to just chill and relax. it was really good. after having an insanely long and hectic week, the much needed break was good. we ate at 2am, and lianne taught us some dance from her class. ended up talking to grace till 6am. but it was well worth it. it felt really nice to just open up and say what's on my mind and also hang out with the girls at 475 + sammi. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm looking forward to living with lianne and grace next year because i think it'll be a lot of fun. and i'm sure that they'll be able to keep me accountable for stuff. and it'll be good to have good christian girl friends in my life constantly. reason being? to this date, i don't have a lot of good christian friends around me. someone that i can truly open up to and bring my walls down. someone that i can have deep conversations with instead of very surface stuff. most of them are back in toronto which i have lost touch with. (it's so hard because we all have different schedules and are so busy) and even so, most of my best friends are christian guys. and most of my best girl friends are not christian. i have more close guy friends then close girl friends.. [haha yes, most of my best friends are guys and not girls, which sometimes to me, i still think it's strange] so yah, it'll be good next year. =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and you know a lot of people are always like, guys and girls can never be JUST good friends. there's always a hidden agenda. i totally disagree with that statement. because i think it's totally possible. but that might also be because the majority of my friends are guys. though it's possible when there's mutual agreement and both parties are very truthful with one another. it works because friendships are two-ways. and so pretty much since high school, majority of my closer friends and friends in general have been guys and are still guys. lol. though i wouldn't trade my guy friends to have girl friends. i love my guy friends a lot. and my guy friends keep accumulating as we speak. HAHAHA. and even though i have a small group of girl friends whom i'm close with.. which is basically my 3 bestests, and my other 3 girls... i wouldn't trade it for anything. i love my girls a lot too! &lt;333 though i'm continually praying that my girls will see who Jesus is. both my boys and girls mean a lot to me. though we're horrible with pictures. HAHAHA. and now i don't know my point anymore. so goodbye. lol&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114455009589853038?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114455009589853038'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114455009589853038'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/last-night-after-ccf-i-went-over-to.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114429157881535964</id><published>2006-04-05T22:40:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-05T22:46:18.833-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;so earlier i had a post, but somehow it disappeared :( &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;same things are still bugging me and i guess my patience is gone and just everything else, especially tiny things is really bugging me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i can't wait until this week is over. hand in my paper on friday and do that test on friday, go home and take a nap. wake up, have dinner, go to ccf grad night, and then go to queen's pub to have our year end dsc final gathering.. it should be interesting since i've never been to queen's pub and lindsay wants to go. so it'll be fun. =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then after that, i need to start studying for my 2 exams in that exam timeslot and figure out summer stuff. argh, everything is still so up in the air and it makes me uncomfortable.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114429157881535964?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114429157881535964'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114429157881535964'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/so-earlier-i-had-post-but-somehow-it.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114401735261754658</id><published>2006-04-02T18:29:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-04-02T18:35:52.626-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;it's been tough. but i'm trying to remember to just give it all back to You, the good times and the bad. and to remember that no matter what, i know You'll bring me through it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yesterday i went to the library in the morning to do the quiz with vinci and rachel. how is it possible to get __.5 marks in a multiple choice quiz? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the loss of an hour sucks :( this is why we have 24 hours in a day. but again, sometimes we can say that 24 hours is not long enough because we're so busy. and we're not getting enough sleep. to all of you: please get enough rest! because sleep is important. and to some people, stop pulling all-nighters and watching the sunrise. it's so bad for your health. (along with how university students don't eat healthy either!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114401735261754658?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114401735261754658'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114401735261754658'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/04/its-been-tough.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114367427687389771</id><published>2006-03-29T18:08:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-03-29T18:19:47.760-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;i am so frustrated right now. every LITTLE thing it's friggin bugging me.&lt;br /&gt;- i still have a crap load of work that still needs to be done and there isn't much time...&lt;br /&gt;- 2 of my courses don't have finals in the exam time slot, so it's in the last week of classes.. i haven't studied for it yet..&lt;br /&gt;- on top of all the school work, i'm still looking for a job so that i can pay for rent and tuition next year. it's frustrating because i applied to A LOT of places, and i haven't gotten anything back yet. and i need a summer job or else i'm totally screwed paying for crap.. unlike some people, i need it because i need to pay for crap, not because i'll be bored during the summer and have nothing to do. argh, it really worries me that i don't think i'll get one. and if i don't get one, i'll be offically screwed over for next school year and not knowing what to do - especially since the tuition freeze is over too. school is already expensive.. what does it look like? that we're all made of money? oh my gosh.. i want to punch someone in the face right now like real hard.. or better yet, throw a ball at their face cuz that hurts a lot more.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;frustration level is getting higher and higher as the day is getting closer to summer and exams. less time to study and finish my assignments, and less time to find a job and get a job. BLAH. i'm going to sit in a corner and cry now.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114367427687389771?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114367427687389771'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114367427687389771'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/03/i-am-so-frustrated-right-now.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114360778016612249</id><published>2006-03-28T23:44:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-03-29T01:26:58.643-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt; i love this weather. it makes me happy inside.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;can't wait for the summer and i get to hang out with my favourite people in the world. i can't wait for softball. i can't wait to spend 24/7 with my girls and boys. roadtrips (possibly!), beach, bbq, wonderland, and many many more things to add to the list!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but until then, it's still school.. so gotta keep working!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;** edit at 1:16am&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am getting a major headache from 207. i hate doing this poster thing (while, it's better than an essay.. but on my proposal that i handed in.. the prof said that they're not really related.. but then why the heck did i find so many articles on this issue? argh... it's giving me a headache.. and the articles are friggin longg .. i'll figure it out tmw..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but this makes me happy too!! =) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AUGUST 12 =)&lt;br /&gt;18 Visions / AFI / Aiden / &lt;b&gt;The Academy Is&lt;/b&gt; / Against Me! / Alexisonfire / &lt;b&gt;Amber  Pacific&lt;/b&gt; / Anti Flag / Armor For Sleep / ASG / Billy Talent / The Bled / Bouncing Souls / Bullet For My Valentine / Buzzcocks / &lt;b&gt;Cartel&lt;/b&gt; / The Casualties / Die Hunns / Dork / Down To Earth Approach / Dropping Daylight / &lt;b&gt;The Early November&lt;/b&gt; / Eight Fingers Down (Bbq Band) / Emanuel / Emery / &lt;b&gt;Every Time I Die&lt;/b&gt; / The Fall Of Troy / Flashlight Brown / From Autumn To Ashes / &lt;b&gt;From First To Last&lt;/b&gt; / The Fully Down / Gatsbys American Dream / The Germs / Greeley Estates / Gym Class Heroes / &lt;b&gt;Hellogoodbye&lt;/b&gt; / Helmet / Joan Jett &amp; The Blackhearts / Less Than Jake / The Living End / Moneen / &lt;b&gt;Motion City Soundtrack&lt;/b&gt; / Mute Math / Nofx / Over It / &lt;b&gt;Paramore&lt;/b&gt; / The Pink Spiders / Pistolita / Plain White T's / Protest The Hero / Red Jumpsuit / Apparatus / Reggie &amp; The Full Effect / Rise Against / Riverboat Gamblers / &lt;b&gt;Saosin / Say Anything / Saves The Day / Senses Fail&lt;/b&gt; / Shiragirl / &lt;b&gt;Silverstein&lt;/B&gt; / The Sounds / State Radio / Stretch Arm Strong / The Sunstreak (Bbq Band) / &lt;b&gt;Thursday / Underoath&lt;/b&gt; / Valient Thorr / Voltera / Zox &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and more to come, i think...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114360778016612249?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114360778016612249'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114360778016612249'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/03/i-love-this-weather.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114291651291021438</id><published>2006-03-20T23:24:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-03-20T23:51:25.586-05:00</updated><title type='text'>softball 2002</title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;since i skipped half of my night class to go to the library to do some work, i decided not to do work when i got home. so now i'm sitting here listening to frankie j's more than words and drinking soy milk. haha. oh yah, i'm also transfering files on to my usb key so i can do work tmw. argh, stupid excel and graphs =( but anyways, i thought i would continue from last entry...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so anyways, what was that love that i saw? well as some of you may know, i did not grow up in a Christian family. but then it wasn't like i never entirely heard about Jesus and God because during Christmas there'll be Christmas carols and you would learn about it that way.. and then there's easter too. but back to the point, my long time friend peggy, who i've known since i was 3, brought me to ccsa when i was in grade 10. so it was that year that i started learning who Jesus is. and i saw a lot of love within that team (not only within the team (because they already knew each other), but they had a lot of love for new people like me). and it was that love that really got me to go and want to go. and the trigger that got me wanting to go to fellowship was james' devo.. but along the way, if i didn't see the love within the team, i don't think i would be here today. and i love nycbc junior softball team 2002 (seraphs and ascension). it was really that summer that changed me a whole lot. and yah, i saw something really different. i'm glad that i decided to join softball. and that summer, there are people that really changed the way i thought, they challenged me, they told me what they thought, and they never pressured me into accepting it. they were supportive of my beliefs at the time (which was i didn't really believe in God), and never were pushy and all that into me accepting it. and even the little things count, whether you know it or not.. and there will always be a special place in my heart for you guys (i know that sounds cheesey, but it's true).. special thank yous: ken, aly, james, jere, trace, emm, peg, jess nguyen&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114291651291021438?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114291651291021438'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114291651291021438'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/03/softball-2002.html' title='softball 2002'/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114270672862388092</id><published>2006-03-18T13:14:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-03-19T03:29:44.466-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt;last night, mel shared about love. and how we need to love others, and let others love us. so we need to open up to people and share burdens with one another and yah you know the rest of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think that that is one of the problems i have with ccf. well, maybe not ccf, but with people in general. it's so hard for me to just open up to people that i don't know, or just to open up to people that i sorta know. i mean, there are some things that i can't tell my best friend but i can tell a complete stranger (cuz i know i'll never see them again), but with ccf, i know i'm going to see them again on campus, at church, and at fellowship and so it's hard for me to open up if i don't know them. and part of the reason is because of my past. relationships (not the boy girl kind, but rather more friendships and family relations) in the past totally just destroyed that part of me that trusted people. and i guess from that, i just couldn't open up to people anymore. sometimes, i really wish i could. but you know after being hurt many times and being vulnerable to people, somewhere, in that heart or brain function or whatever, just says i can't take this anymore because i don't want to get hurt anymore. so somewhere along the way, you just stop allowing people to enter your life, you create yourself a defense mechanism because that's how it is, and like you don't talk about anything deep with people. i mean, i still have my best friends back at home where i tell pretty much everything to them, but ccf is also a place where we're suppose to be able to share things with, be able to share each others burdens, and be able to pray for one another knowing that your brothers and sisters in christ will always be there for you. and so i guess, this is going to be a challenge for me, to be able to open up to people (and more so people at ccf) again. but i do see things have changed since 1st year. because i think in 1st year, i was even worse. but like any other thing, it takes time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you know there's a lot of love though. i think some people just have a different way of showing it then others.. mel also shared about how there IS a lot of love within the fellowship and everything and there IS something different. which leads me on to talk about how that love i saw really brought me to where i am today.. but i will leave that for another time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;** edit ... 3:42AM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think this was from suzi's page.. i dunno, do you agree?&lt;br /&gt;"Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down." &lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114270672862388092?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114270672862388092'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114270672862388092'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/03/last-night-mel-shared-about-love.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114230086110229672</id><published>2006-03-13T20:43:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-03-13T20:47:41.116-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size=1&gt; '08 dinner was really good. thank you kevin yee and jeff for opening up your place for us to use =) and i didn't realize but our year has some talent in cooking! (which excludes me, because i suck at cooking. lol) but it was some good times where we could come together as a family and enjoy each other's company along with being able to pray for one another&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114230086110229672?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114230086110229672'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114230086110229672'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/03/08-dinner-was-really-good.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114187862203196770</id><published>2006-03-08T23:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-03-08T23:31:06.200-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size="1"&gt;reading week was not a long time ago but it feels like forever. seriously, i feel like i've been back for already a month. =(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this week has been horrible. lack of sleep and so many things due!&lt;br /&gt;tuesday, i had a midterm and paper due.. tomorrow, i have a test and a proposal due. i spent like a good 8-9 hours in the library today. i just sat there reading, making notes.. and then after dinner i started working on my proposal and doing research for it. i don't know how much more i can take.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wish there was something interesting i can talk about. but there isn't!&lt;br /&gt;but let's see..&lt;br /&gt;tuesday night i had dinner with the cell group. so that was nice! =)&lt;br /&gt;and then tmw ppl are coming over for dinner.. so that's good. i think i need that because i feel like i haven't seen people, chilled with them, and talked for a long time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i miss people back at home. i wish i was home. but yah, i know i'm not. but you know it's the little things that count! thanks matt. (i don't know if you read this anymore.. well, actually i don't think anyone reads this one.. so maybe next time i can write whatever and people won't care cuz people don't read it!) but yah, thanks matt - you're the best!! my best friends are great! jemc/msj :) no one comes close.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114187862203196770?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114187862203196770'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114187862203196770'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/03/reading-week-was-not-long-time-ago-but.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114106642348064118</id><published>2006-02-27T13:39:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-02-27T13:57:48.073-05:00</updated><title type='text'>reading week</title><content type='html'>&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;friday&lt;/strong&gt; - arrived at stc and got picked up.. went home, and then went out for dinner with the fam.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;saturday&lt;/strong&gt; - silverstein concert at the mod club w/ angie and mike. silverstein is amazing live :) ... then my sister picked me up and i became the designated driver for her and her friends .. got home at 3AM.. =/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;sunday&lt;/strong&gt; - went out with cat to buy a present at stc.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;monday&lt;/strong&gt; - spent the entire day with my girls + my boys. yum cha, shopping, pacific mall (HAHA!), ice cream at dairy queen's, scary movie, dinner at hotpot, car rides and driving by malvern which is so scary, and always missing the entrance, and so many other random things :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;tuesday + wednesday&lt;/strong&gt; - stayed at home and did a bit of work&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;thursday&lt;/strong&gt; - lunch at pho's with cat, matt, and sam. went back to sam's house and did some studying.. dropped matt at home cuz he had to eat and then go to work, and then went with cat to pick up some stuff. =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;friday&lt;/strong&gt; - tried to finish my work&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;saturday&lt;/strong&gt; - finished my assignment .. went out for dinner with cat, jenny, and derek.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;sunday&lt;/strong&gt; - packed my things and left..&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114106642348064118?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114106642348064118'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114106642348064118'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/02/reading-week.html' title='reading week'/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22981699.post-114082765806540068</id><published>2006-02-24T19:33:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-02-27T13:56:02.236-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;font size="1"&gt;i deleted everything.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22981699-114082765806540068?l=jann22.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114082765806540068'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/22981699/posts/default/114082765806540068'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://jann22.blogspot.com/2006/02/i-deleted-everything.html' title=''/><author><name>jann</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09430581444642257541</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry></feed>
